“My name is Zwothe from South Africa. I was sick. I had lost all hope. I thought I was dying. I would feel so many unexplained things in my body – headaches, pains, things moving in my flesh. I knew it was because I was not resisting sin and there was no law in the Bible I had not broken. I was very stubborn. I didn’t listen to my mother – always being disrespectful to her and my siblings. People on the outside viewed me as a good kid whereas they didn’t know that deep down, I liked fighting and other things which someone raised from a Christian background would not fancy or do.
“I also participated in mob justice where a young man was murdered, after which my life was terribly affected. I would constantly ask myself why I went there, why I participated in such an ugly scenario, why I was so easily influenced. Then fear started in my life because I would always condemn myself. I would say to myself, ‘I am evil! Why did I bring so much shame and pain to my mother and siblings? Why did I almost ruin my career?’ That’s when I started having ear problems, depression and a very low self-esteem. Deep down, I was killing myself, telling myself that I was such a disgrace. Then in 2024, I started feeling sick out of nowhere. It was hard because at times I never thought I would see the year, 2025. Fear even grew stronger because I was afraid that I had been cursed for my sins.
“What you fear most will likely happen to you – and that was my life. Because whatever I was afraid of always showed signs in me, especially disease and sickness. I started having eye problems. When I went to the hospital, the eye doctor told me the problem in my eyes was uncommon. Another doctor who took my urine and examined my body told me I had too much acid, which was causing heartburn and chest pain. They gave me medication and droplets, which didn’t change a thing I was experiencing. After using the droplets, I felt my eyes were getting even worse. I continued taking pills until finishing them but nothing changed. I would experience the same pain and suffering.
“Then I came across God’s Heart TV on Facebook and started following. The teachings of Brother Chris kept me going, giving me courage that Jesus loves me and God forgives our sins. I began praying along with Brother Chris during the live services I watched on Facebook. I then sent my prayer request and my confession to God’s Heart TV in October. That month, Brother Chris prayed for me through a voice call, after which I felt so much at peace! I was happy and blessed by his encouraging words. At times when fear wanted to creep back in, I would remember, ‘Brother Chris has prayed for me – why should I look at my situation?’ Then I would have peace and joy and my heart would be at rest.
“The many things I used to feel in my body – I no longer feel them. I am healed! I can read the Word of God and pray. Now, I see the importance of the Word of God and how mighty it is. I am no longer disrespectful to my mother and I no longer condemn or judge others. I am a changed person! Now, I always want to do good because that’s what Jesus expects from us as His children. I no longer randomly see myself having sex in my dreams, where I would wake up with semen on my shorts. Now, I ask myself why I took so long to take the things of God as my first priority because I can see He was protecting me – even when I was committing so many sins and being ungrateful because I was so much in darkness.
“Before, I could not see that something was wrong with me. Now, when I see anything that seems to discourage or threaten me, I don’t panic. I am always at peace and tell myself that God is aware of everything and He is working out the answers. I would like to thank Brother Chris for availing himself to be used mightily by God for the sake of people like me all over the world. May God continue to increase you and the entire God’s Heart TV Team! People of God, God is real! He doesn’t count our trespasses – as long as we repent and run to Him. Keep pressing, sin no more and don’t lose hope. Jesus will rescue you.”