“Good morning, God’s Heart TV Team and Brother Chris. My name is Dimakatso from South Africa. I have been following God’s Heart TV and joining almost every Interactive Prayer Service. I sent through a long list of requests for Brother Chris and his team to pray for. One which had held me in bondage was addiction to masturbation and watching pornography from the young age of almost nine years, up until last year when l was 43! This tormented me to a point where l had terrible lustful thoughts, having sexual affairs in my dreams with different men and horrible nightmares where someone would want to kill me! The devil made sure that every happiness or joy l had would be short-lived, then I would be angry with everyone in the house. I would get so angry to a point where I would want to fight with anyone who dared to challenge me or wished to cut myself just to feel pain when I felt depressed and hurt. I harboured a lot of resentment and unforgiveness from childhood trauma. Until God intervened in my case!
“His mercy and favour finally located me during the Interactive Prayer Service on the first weekend of September 2024. By that time, my husband had left to be admitted to a mental hospital because of my behaviour. He told me during a phone conversation that he did not want to come back to the same person he left when he’s discharged from hospital. I was left with the kids and was alone to think of the mess l had put my family into. I got invited to the Interactive Prayer and joined in via Zoom. As the time for prayer came, l confessed my sins and cried to Jesus to have mercy on me. l was tired of hurting myself and people around me. During prayer, I vomited poisonous substance. After prayer, days turned into weeks and weeks into months without having the urge to watch porn and masturbate. Thoughts would come but l never acted on them – until I realised that l am free! People of God, ever since then – no masturbation and watching porn. The nightmares also stopped, including having sex in my dreams. Now, my heart is yearning for more of God and His Word. l even pray constantly for l now know that l need God more than ever. I no longer get angry to a boiling point but calm down and forgive when l am offended, then leave it for God. All glory be to my Heavenly Father who sent His only begotten Son, who took my shameful sins away and died on the cross for me! The devil has been put to shame once more. I believe that this is just the first of my many testimonies to come. May God continue to use you Brother Chris and God’s Heart TV to change lives and bring people out of the darkness into the light of Jesus Christ.”