“I am Godspower from Nigeria. I am writing this testimony to return the glory to God who deserves and owns it. Growing up, I was addicted to watching pornography. I had a high level of lust in me that led to a very serious addiction. I had been watching pornography for a very long time and at first, I never experienced anything negative concerning it and felt there were no consequences attached to it. I only believed it’s when an individual fornicates that he or she can destroy his or her destiny, not knowing it was satan’s loophole to trap me by believing there was no harm in pornography.
When it reached 2023, I was so addicted to it so badly that even if sometimes I felt guilty concerning it and want to stop, I would still find myself doing it again and again. It got to a point where the consequences started telling on me seriously. I started noticing I was acting like someone who was not normal anymore. It was during this stage I understood the harm I was inflicting on my myself and destiny. I tried to stop by my own will but the whole thing became more severe, to the extent I started experiencing demonic attacks. I started having nightmares of making love with demons. It became so bad that I would usually start crying for no just reason, because demons started flogging me. I wouldn’t see who is flogging me; I would just be crying alone in my room or even sometimes on the street.
“Mind you, I was praying to God for deliverance at this point. Though I tried everything within my power to stop watching pornography, I could not. And I was still involved in some lustful conversations and the media that is filled with it. Meanwhile, all this also happened while I was holding onto unforgiveness. I begged and asked God what was going on. When I had deep reflection within myself, I was greatly convicted by the Spirit of God that it was because of I was holding onto unforgiveness. God used the sermons of Prophet T.B. Joshua to communicate to me because he often preached on forgiveness. Until one day, I had to let go of all pain of the past. That was the day I started experiencing changes. I felt the Spirit of God in my room that night. After discovering God’s Heart TV on YouTube, I then downloaded a lot of the videos where Brother Chris spoke concerning sexual immorality and also forgiveness. He preached about disconnecting from any form of immorality.
“I bean praying along with the Interactive Prayer Services on YouTube, and I then began experiencing real changes in my life! All of this happened in August 2023. I began consistently reading my Bible. I noticed a great turnaround in my life and I never had that urge of watching pornography anymore. It’s now over one year that I stopped watching pornography, and I am free from the spirit of lust! Although the enemy still tries to creep in with temptation, Jesus has given me dominion over it. In November 2023, I got admission and I’m currently a nursing student in a college. I’m in my first year, second semester. When I took the exam that promoted me to the second semester, I did excellently well in 10 courses. I am very grateful to God for bringing me this far, delivering me from the shackles of the devil and showing me mercy. Honestly, I was drowning in addiction, but mercy said NO! I’m very grateful to God Almighty.
“In a nutshell, my advice to anyone fighting any form of addiction – know that no matter how many sins you must have committed in the past, God’s love remains unfailing. He is ever ready to deliver and help you. Honestly, God is the greatest! Thank God for using God’s Heart TV in this generation. Thank You, Jesus. I love You, Lord!”