“My name is Ottilie from Namibia. I want to use this opportunity to praise and honour God Almighty, the Alpha and Omega, for the life of Brother Chris and the God’s Heart TV team for making themselves available for God to use. I was introduced to sexual activities when I was six years old. As I grew older the spirit became so much worse; I started to forcefully masturbate two to three times a day and I thought that I couldn’t control myself. At first, I thought it was normal, but I came across Emmanuel TV and I realised it wasn’t normal. I also had a spirit of anger, a spirit of fear, and a spirit of death.
Last year, I became pregnant as a result of an ungodly life and lust, but the moment I realised that I was pregnant, the spirit of masturbation became worse than before. I masturbated unstoppably and also watched pornography, but the more I masturbated, the more I felt pain and the more I hated myself and started questioning God. Because I could see my spirit was no longer alive—I was just spiritually dead—as a result of this spirit, my pregnancy journey became so difficult and painful.
I sent a prayer request to God’s Heart TV and I joined the Interactive Prayer Service. The team kept on contacting me on WhatsApp to encourage me and ask how my condition was. After the prayers, the bleeding stopped, the pain stopped, and all the difficult and bad dreams and thoughts stopped. On October 26, 2025, I delivered my baby boy. My blood pressure was high, but God made it possible for me to deliver naturally. The spirit of masturbation that I battled for 28 years stopped totally and the spirit of anger is gone. My spiritual life is growing and I am now able to read my Bible and understand God’s Word, and my heart is for God. I am free; I don’t know how, but I believe it is God and God alone. Thank You, Jesus Christ, for Your mercy and grace upon us, and thank you, Brother Chris, and the God’s Heart TV team. May God bless you and anoint you more in Jesus’ name. Thank You, Jesus.”