“Hello, people of God, Brother Chris, and your team. I want to share a testimony about what the Lord has done for me. My name is Lilia, and I’m from Uzbekistan. Many years ago, I experienced pleasure from masturbation, and I didn’t understand what it was – after all, I was a virgin. But after I got married, I didn’t feel any satisfaction with my husband, so I continued to masturbate in secret. No one knew about this except God, but I thought it was normal. Years later, I saw erotic movies, and my desire to masturbate grew even stronger.
As the years went by, I began to have dreams in which I was having sex with various men and women. This started to bother me greatly; I promised myself many times that I wouldn’t do it anymore, but it never lasted long. Every time after masturbating, I felt dirty and sinful, and I was tormented by shame before God, because I began to understand that God sees everything. I cried very hard and asked for forgiveness for this, and my conscience tormented me.
In 2025, I don’t remember the exact date, but I sent a request to participate in an Interactive Prayer Service via Zoom and received an invitation. I prayed and cried a lot. When Brother Chris prayed, I prayed along with him, but I didn’t feel anything and still had my doubts. But as time went on, I decided to try, and it didn’t work out; I simply realised that the Lord had set me free from that spirit of lust. And from that day until now, I don’t have that desire; I don’t want to do that anymore and I don’t do it in my dreams either.
I’m so happy; I’m so grateful to our Lord Jesus Christ for this deliverance – it’s simply a miracle. I also thank you, Brother Chris, and your entire team for the fact that God is using you for our healing and deliverance. Yes, God is truly merciful and almighty; yes, He sees our hearts, and He waits for us to turn to Him.”